Jan 8, 2009
uhhhh, I'm overwhelmed with joy. (not.)

Jan 6, 2009
To those concerned about my little outburst yesterday. My appologies. Sometimes I can't control my emotions the best way. I had a misunderstanding with a very close friend and complications nearly sent me to self harm, yet again. But we worked everything out and Im' alright now. Thank you to everyone who was concerned. ^^

Jan 4, 2009
like I said...I wasted my stupid break....lol...

Dec 30, 2008
God i'm so lonely....

Dec 30, 2008
*PLEASE GO TO CHAPTER FOUR OF BG2 THIS IS WHAT I POSTED* Hi everyone. i know what you're thinking and no I'm not canceling this, well sort of, but not like forever. I've been doing some editing and messing around with BG (Since I was thinking about geting it published.) and it's not in the best condtion. I have no clue ghow you guys understood half of that. SO I'm rewriting it. ^^ I've also been thinking that since I have no clue how to finish the sequel that I should give BG a different ending but I've also noticed that the entire novel is wickedly short, SO I think it'd be fun to add some stuff and change a few things, I hope you guys don't mind...It's sort of going to be different but the same backbone (Plot) and characters....I just want to make it better, and don't think you know the new ending i have planned either. You never know with me.... Sorry guys. Hope you don't mind. Feel free to chew me out. I'm just thinking it's for the best. ^^

Dec 30, 2008
I just thought of something incriebly stupid. technically by law Bella raped Edward. i know it's gross but lets be grown up about this. Despite the consent of both prties Bella is 18 and of leggal age while Edward is stuck being 17 for the rest of his life. this is considered statutory rape. ^^ lol! how funny huh?

Dec 29, 2008
I did it again...I'm wasting my break. ^^ Too bad...uhhh. I guess I better get off my lazy butt, I braged and now I better put out. lol.

Dec 26, 2008
I'm not in the best mood...thinngs could be better. I think I'm going to be working on some new chapters for my novels. I have nothing better to do.

Dec 24, 2008
MARRY CHRISTMAS.

Dec 21, 2008
I just got a Vampire Freaks account. :) Check me out.... XxBrokenVainxX

Dec 20, 2008
updated breathe. :P & all of my websites....

Dec 19, 2008
Right now someone's reading this....

Dec 16, 2008
I updated My profie. :) All of it...I made edits and stuff. I'm about to go on a three week break and will be updating a lot! Plus I have a new computer thats super fast....so yay.

Dec 14, 2008
Hey....Right now someone's reading this. XD Anywho. This is beginning to feel like a Journal. :P I have a new Obesstion with the Bands: Jack off Jill, Chevelle, and Eyes set to kill. Gosh I can't get enough. lol. Also, I know I need to delate a few of these News entires, it's be long past do since the last time I did....I just dunno which to layoff.

Dec 9, 2008
so...if all goes well a new chappie of Breathe and ffh should be up soon. I'm sorry to all of the writers that have so kindly been letting me know when they update my fav. novels....but I'm so swamped in work lately, that I only have time for short things like poetry. don't worry though. Next week on thursday I get off for winter break, which is a whoping three weeks off, I plan to catch on my reading and writing then. So pleae bare w/ me. thank you. :)

Dec 5, 2008
I delated when your not looking, becuase I'm tired of seeing my fans beg me to continue it....it's killing me.... I hste read comments asking me to update when I can't. Sorry. Also I have canceled Caged....I can't update that and I have postponed BG2 until futher notice, but As Iv'e said before I'm abid to finishing that and will not cancel.....But won't be updating it anytime soon. Also my computer is fixed, plus I'm getting a new one in a couple of days so I guess you'll be getting updates really soon. lol. :)

Nov 22, 2008
Before there are mobs, I plan to update Falling For Hate sometime today. please no torches...Oh and possibly Breathe too. It's Turkey Break, and I have nine days to bblow...hmmmm. I wonder what I'll do.

Nov 18, 2008
thank you to everyone who has been supporting me with Falling for Hate. I can't tell you how many times I've wanted to give up! XD. I luv you all. I hope your day is as good as mine was. :)

Nov 14, 2008
Right now someone is reading this...

Nov 11, 2008
So yeah, I've been getting a lot of comments asking me to contiue when ur not looking....please stop. It's making me feel bad enough. I cant' just please stop... I'm updating FFH later tonight and I may include a special treat so bear with me please!

Nov 7, 2008
all right-y. :( I am sad today...I hate two of my novels....Because no body likes them anymore. It's very depressing. my own fault for not updating, I just wanted to warn some of my readers that I may canel cage because...well several have told me it's too plain and unoringal and stuff....And when I do get comments they're usually small like'Please update soon." I'm not getting feedback and it's driving me nuts. It makes me not want to update. Also you can expect another chapter of Falling for hate really soon...Because I am having an extreme writer's flow on that and can't stop[ writing it. same for Breathe. I just want to get a couple of Chapter'as ready so that I can update easily. :) Less waiting in the long run. LOL. so hope you like! Oh ande BG2 is..Ok. I just hate Daren and he's driving me nuts !!!!!! But in a few chapters I'll be able to update a ton, you'll see....It'll be way eassssssy. :)

Nov 4, 2008
alright people. i just bought the special edtion of Hawthorne heights "The silence in black in white" it rocks! It came with a dvd that has them live in concert and studio recordings an interview and a doc. on touring. IT'S SOOOOO TIGHT! Yeaah I know it's been out for a while but I don't buy CDs any more I just download the mp3s I got tired of accidently breaking my fav. cds.... And I'm running out of places to put them. I'm a music junkie...LOL. But this one was way worth the buy...It was on sale at walmart too. DON't mAKE FUN OF ME! The Cali walmarts are huge and the one in my city cares things from other stores as whil like OC and crude. (It's because it's too small of a city to actually carry any big brand stores. :( We don't even have a Macy's and the Mervins is going out of Buiness...HA HA. The mall's ok. Kinda small though....And the only cool stores in it are Spencers and Hot topic....So it sucks major Ice.... :( Oh well, the captial is only 200 miles away...gha ha. LA is a massive 400 miles away....You get the point. California the place where it always shines....Ha right. It flooded here Yesterday......

Oct 26, 2008
THANKS TO EVERYONE WHO HAS BEEN COMMENTING ON BREATHE!!!! I LUV YA ALL. I WILL UPDATE SOON ON ALL OF MY STORIES. Also I have teen down a funny joke cause it was taking to much space up on my profile and it took to long to load! *Sigh* Sorry...I liked it too. I'll ost it here if you want to check it out! :)